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Ashes to ashes Rain in my face, salty drops
Pain in my heart, glowing knife
Sadness in my eyes, deep dark
Hatred in me, hate on you

Today is no longer what it once was
You are no longer there, so how else
The emptiness in my heart is so painful
Please come back to me

Ashes to ashes, you're no longer there
Did you not once adopted, it hurts so much
It had not come so far, why is it only now so clear
Why must we lose someone before
To realize how important you were for me

Ashes to ashes, I miss you
Can not bear that you died
I still love you, something is missing
You are returned to your original
Wait for me there, I'm coming
As fast as I caAshes to ashes by ~BlackSwanSiiri
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Asche zu Asche Regen in meinem Gesicht, salzige Tropfen
Schmerz in meinem Herzen, glühende Messer
Trauer in meinen Augen, tiefe Dunkelheit
Hass in mir, Hass auf dich

Heute ist nichts mehr so wie es einmal war
Du bist nicht mehr da, so wie sonst
Die Leere in meinem Herzen ist so schmerzhaft
Komm doch bitte zurück zu mir

Asche zu Asche, du bist nicht mehr da
Hast dich nicht einmal verabschiedet, es tut so weh
Es musste nicht so weit kommen, warum wird es erst jetzt so klar
Warum muss man erst jemanden verlieren
Um zu erkennen, wie wichtig du für mich warst

Asche zu Asche, ich vermisse dich
Kann nicht ertragen, dass du gestorben biAsche zu Asche by ~BlackSwanSiiri
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There you are by ~BlackSwanSiiri
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Afraid I'm afraid to lose you
You're so different, so strange to me
You tell me you love me
You say you'll stay with me forever
Are you serious or you want me hurt

I want to lose you
Not be alone, without you
But I do not know if it's worth fighting for
Or should I just give up
I love you, but I have doubts
Fighting only for the sake of power
Please forgive me, for that I love you

I just can´t
Listen to struggle to admit to
Am I to blame? Haven´t I given enough?
I'm sorry! Please forgive me
Because I still love youAfraid by ~BlackSwanSiiri
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It hurts so much

I am here and I am alone
You are left without much to say
I do not know what to do
It simply does hurt so unbelievably

My view is empty
My heart is black
Without you, everything isn´t important
Why did you leave me behind?

I can not stop my heart just ache at
You're gone, you're gone
I do not want to be without you
Another day, no more night

You said to me, it would be over
Our love just like that off
But I can´t understand it
Will it simply do not understand

I think I have to wait
My love for you will lead you home
I'm sure me and wait
Until you come back home to me

but i think you didn´t come home to me
but hope is all i have
i love you
i miss you
it hurts so much
but my love never dies
i want to hate you
but my love is to though
damn, i love you so much
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~BlackSwanSiiri
Siiri loves Finland
Germany
Hey, I´m Vivi called Siiri or Wintermaedchen or something else in the www ...

I´m 20 years old & from Germany. I love to write, photograph and draw ...

If someone wants to translate my storys or poems, write me!!!

So thats enough, for more infos write me a message =)

Current Residence: Berlin/Germany
Favourite genre of music: Gothic Rock
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*little-mi Nov 20, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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~MobuDevil Sep 29, 2011
Danke für den Fav :)
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thank you very much for the :+devwatch:!:rose:
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Thank you for the fav! :la:

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HUGS MAKE THE WORLD GO 'ROUND

Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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__888888822222228888________________
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888888222222222228888822228888______
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88888222222222LUV22222222222222288__
_8888822222222222222222222222222_88_
__88888222222222222222U22222222__888
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_________________1__________________
__________________1_________________
___________________1__________

YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

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*Perfectly--Imperfect Jul 2, 2011  Student Photographer
Thank you so much for the watch!! :heart:

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~BumblebeeNeko Jun 12, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heyho du :D
Hab dich getaggt~ [link]
Baba ;DDD :tighthug:

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*little-mi Jun 5, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Danke für den :+fav:

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Sorry for my bad english, I'm from Germany :D
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